I wish that I could explain everything...but I don't even understand the things that are going on. I love this blog and enjoy pouring out my heart, but there are some things that aren't suitable for this. I apologize for not updating lately but there is so much going on and I need to be going to God with all of this.
I went and bought a new journal the other day...something I do often and have been taking the time to write out where I was at spiritually before I left for NZ and where I am at now. I'm not contemplating walking away from God...please don't think that. I love Him and I want to become stronger. Unfortunately I have been hurt, which yes we all get hurt, but this is a new kind of hurt for me. So please pray for my heart, for wisdom, for guidance and just to rely on God in figuring things out. I know I will be okay and whilst everything in me wants to worry about others, at this point I have to try to take care of myself first.
On a happy note though, I recently receiving news of something from back home that I have been praying for ages about. I was so excited when I found out that I felt like one part of my heart has been healed and I will continue to pray for God to bless these new happenings back in Charlotte.
On Sunday, I will be turning 24 for anyone who wasn't aware. I can't believe it. I still feel 18 most of the time. Happy Birthday to me!
I should go. Just know that I miss you all and I will update when things make a bit more sense.
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