I realize/realise I have neglected this site for far too long. It's about time I write about my last few months in New Zealand, my decision to return to the State's and what has been happening since then. I will say that it is a daily battle being back here between my heart and my head.
I never knew true beauty until I went to New Zealand. Now, I don't want to bash my own country, but it just can't compare. My decision to come back was based on God, and whilst I have to remind myself of that every day, my heart still yearns for NZ.
There are so many things I wish to say, but this will take a while. So much has happened since January, but that isn't really a surprise since it's almost October. I thought coming back would be easier than this...but God has not only been trying to teach me a lot in such a sort amount of time, Satan has been on the attack and I am constantly overwhelmed to the point of wishing I were someone else. I keep telling myself I don't want this entry to sound pathetic and like I'm whinning, but I'm beginning to think that's my personality. I've recently had it pointed out that I speak too often before thinking. Having finished reading Proverbs, I cannot deny that it's true. So as I write about the last of my travels over the next few weeks (sorry, I do have a job lol), I will try my best to think through what I'm writing before throwing it all on here.
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